Wonder

Sometimes, I wonder what its like to be the center of your world,
Wrapped in your arms each time you lay your head down to sleep.

I wonder what you think about when you look at me,
when I'm not paying attention,
Focused on other things around me.

I wonder why God put us in each others lives,
to be in each others lives,
day in and day out.

What is it like to be loved by someone like me,
always wondering about every little thing that crosses our path,
whether it be amazing or terrible in any form.

Things always change. 2012

Thinking that you have
everything figured out,
Isn't the wisest thing
to do.

There will always be
things to fix and
things will always be
changing, whether for
the best or for the
worst.

But, it just depends
on how you are
determined to look
at it.

Trying to change things
from the past is impossible.
But, changing your future
is an everyday possibility.

It is up to you, if you want
to or not.

Thoughts of him 2012

What can I say he is my everything,
that I don't want to lose.

He has made everything that much easier to deal with.

With this new life with him,
I see so many things differently.

I'm glad we found each other,
so many new adventures that we have had
and that are to come. :)

Life's path 2012

Twists and turns
of life.
going different directions.

pushed or pulled
to go this way
or that.

told or expected
to be or do
certain things.

The way you are. 2012

Confused, the way
you act around me
gets me that way.

One night you are
sweet and gentle,
the next you are
stand-offish and distant.

1 year, 6 months, 3 weeks, and 4 days. 2011

We've said good-bye
to our time together.

Tears have finally stopped
falling down my face.

The pain of our
break-up is almost
completely gone
from my heart,
but not from my mind.

The memories will
always be there.the good,
the bad, the happy,
the sad, even the angry ones.

One year, six months, three weeks,
and four days worth of memories
that I so desperately want to forget.

Chances 2011

Too many times,
we have had to
be stressed out.

Too many times,
we have come to close.

Too many times,
we almost chanced
everything.

Too many times,
we almost lost everything
to stupid chance.

Moments in time are turned into
different kinds of chance.

Its your choice to decide
which kind it will be.

Brought Back 2009

You've brought me back.

Back from a place of sorrow and pain.
how is that possible?

That's my only question.

You're soul is clearer than you think,
just take a look inside.

You've brought me back.

you took my hand and
held me close while
I cried through the pain.

Im glad to call you a friend
because, you've been by my
side through all the pain,
That I was absorbed in.

for: Austin James Conner  (Smiley)